I had been thinking for a while about the pleasure it could give me to dominate a woman. First of all, I had to learn to accept myself as I am, I’m bi, I like having fun with men as much as with women and I almost have a slight preference for women, I have to admit it, maybe a lesbian side in me awakens. It only remained for me to begin this experience before I could consider myself as a real dominatrix for women.
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Becoming a dominatrix for women cannot be improvised
Once there was acceptance on my part that I was attracted to women, I met quite a few of them. The women of a young age that I could meet took their legs at their necks, when I broached the subject of my sexuality SM etc. They did not understand the fact that I am not like everyone else, an average couple with someone who would refuse me all practices of this kind.
Women have a certain jealousy between them, they did not accept the fact that I could have fun with other than them, or even have fun with My Master, they were possessive. I believe that basically I was wrong target when I wrote my ads on dating sites dedicated to this subject.
So I took the time to rewrite all my ads in detail, with what I was looking for precisely. I was looking for very submissive women, with very important needs in order to dominate them and to be able to share moments of strong intensity.
One day, I had an answer by email, a woman, in her thirties, extremely submissive who answered my desires and who was looking for a dominatrix for a woman younger than her. She was totally lesbian, and loved using the strap-on dildo. Thanks to her, I trained myself to hold the act longer with my strap-on, better to gain the upper hand on her and to finally be able to realize some of my fantasies of dominatrix for women. She was the first submissive woman that I insulted a big bitch by taking her by the ass while she came like crazy. She was very obedient, and I appreciated that even if I am not cut like the image of dominatrix that one can have in the head, (I speak about my morphology you will understand it). I appreciated the friendly relationship that I had established with her, because this relationship was mixed with firmness which allowed us to be perfectly in harmony in our relationship between submissive bitch and domineering for women. Unfortunately this submissive was not alone in life and therefore could not invest 100% in our relationship.
My disappointments as a female dominatrix
In this adventure, I was also able to meet young submissives who were led by a master. These submissive young people were very welcoming but unfortunately their teachers constantly asked them to be by their side, whether it was physically or by giving me instructions on the education to be instilled. I am not a woman who has trouble with anyone and I did not want to be guided by them, especially since I did not have the same methods and principles.
Being a dominatrix for women in the making, I wanted to have submissives without any SM education because it remains difficult to have several lines of conduct with different people. Their masters being very possessive, I did not have a free hand over their submissives. Surely he was jealous since I also have a master and there would have been a possible meeting between my submissive and my master …
Basically I understand it, but I wanted my submissive to be mine and only mine. I know what it means to have a Master but I also know that I want full devotion from my submissive. I want to be able to invest myself as a dominatrix for women, as much as my Master invests in my education.
Given the complexity of the situation, I decided to forget about this type of submissive profile, having a master in their life. So I went to sites dedicated to SM practices, I left some ads targeting submissive bisexual women or even submissive lesbians. Of course it was to be expected no answers apart from false candidates or submissive men in need … I had only disappointments on these sites …
So I tried to understand what I was doing wrong. I came to the conclusion that I was looking for my double, and we are all different. I must find a woman and teach her, there to train, exactly as my master did by making me become the submissive that I am today. I still have to learn how to be a good dominatrix for women, I know I can do it, the domina in me is just waiting to wake up, I want to create a work from scratch, a bi submissive who will look like me .
Searching for my submissive to dominate her
My master taught me so much that I want to pass this knowledge on to a submissive woman. Maybe basically to bring someone back to life, to give them a reason to get back on the right path like my master did with me when I was a young woman totally lost in life.
The urge to dominate a woman did not come to me right away it took a while, I needed to penetrate a woman with my strap-on, like a man would with his penis, dominate a woman, that she would be mine for a few moments of pleasure. I wanted to give her pleasure, see her enjoy, that she thank me by licking me for hours, that she in turn makes me come like crazy.
Teach him to have a perverse mind, teach him to always do more, always go further, surpass himself. Let her confess her fantasies to me so that we can make them come true together. Transmit to her the right methods to touch herself, I want her to abandon herself to me, to take responsibility for herself. That she feels the same pleasure as me when we practice anal, that she is happy to wear plugs and rosebuds on my orders. Be happy when I see the pride in her eyes when she sees her dilated asshole.
To be able to put my whole fist in her privacy to possess her as I wish. Educate him to love SM acts, that his wet runs down his thighs when I take out the whip, the swift or the whip as when my master hits me. That she screams my name by asking me to strike more violently there, and thank me by licking my cock greedily. To be able to admire the redness on her female body, to appreciate the fact that she resists blows as best she can for my sadistic pleasure. Getting her to always be better, seeing her grow as a submissive, being able to dominate her so that she loves it and is mine forever. May her soul, her mind, and her whole body be mine, may she proudly wear her submissive bitch collar that I will give her, may she find satisfaction when I am proud of her.
I don’t know where this woman is surely hiding somewhere on earth, a little lost like I was at the time, I don’t know what she will look like, she will surely wait for me, she will wait for me to guide her on the right path of pleasure, that I dominate it. This woman is certainly not yet aware that she can build her life instead of trying to destroy it. She is unaware that she can be submissive and love her dominatrix. That she can appreciate the blows, the pain, and take immense pleasure in this new universe. That she shouldn’t be ashamed to confess even her most shameful fantasies.
She needs someone who will deal with her fantasies if she wants to be able to come to terms with them to the fullest. I will run into this woman the day I least expect it, she will offer me her complete trust, and I will become the best domineering woman ever. I would like to teach her everything that my master transmitted to me, I will educate her so that she is like me, fulfilled.
I want a submissive woman who assumes full and complete responsibility.
